TO THE PERSON WHO MADE ME THINK LOVING ME WAS DIFFICULT
Love is supposed to be easy flowing, romantic and love is supposed to come from both sides at least that’s what I know. Not being love correctly leaves you dry lack of confidence, bitter and it makes you think you do not deserve better. Depriving a person an opportunity to be loved correctly its supposed to be a crime actually by doing that you are depriving a person an opportunity to live a freedom to spread love. I forgive myself for allowing you to takeover my freedom to be loved and also love.
I thought love was difficult till I learn to love myself first I realized that love comes from within how can I love someone while I hate myself. It took a lot of me to gain that inner child confidence again. I have found things that makes me happy but the most important thing I found was God his unfailing love made me put all the missing puzzles together, dust myself and move on.
Thank you for giving me a chance to love myself again, thanks for giving other people a chance to give me the correct love that I deserve. I have found a comfortable home for my heart and I don’t have to pretend to be someone else because at home they know who you are and still loves you with your imperfect self. I am experiencing unconditionally love I’m not judge and I now wear all my scars on my sleeve. I’m glad our path crossed because I wouldn’t know how cold the world is and life is better now I finally found my worth and its so fulfilling its like finding your purpose again to live
BY Mbhali Mathibela